THE DEVOTION AND COURAGE OF
by
GM
Winter 1899
Morton, the evening doorman for the Diogenes
Club, gave me a nod as I entered the foyer and proceeded up the main staircase
to the private dining rooms. Mycroft was
already at table, as were two of my cousins.
Brief salutations were exchanged over
soup. Politics were
discussed with the appetizers and main courses. Family trivialities were the topic with
dessert.
With cigars and brandy came the
reason for my invitation to the council of war with my brother, and Simon and
Andrew Blakeney. Simon began the
explanations.
"Ian is in
"Indeed," I agreed. "Sigerson had some dealings with
With a flourish of his pudgy hand, Mycroft
paused to take some snuff, then replied, "Yes, but very little,
Sherlock. We were hoping you would have
more in your personal notes and recollections."
I gave a slight nod, striving to
recall where I had placed my scant journals from those dark days. Certainly, I had recorded something of the
fortune hunter Sydney. "My impression
at the time was that he was a spy for hire.
Your letters mentioned nothing of him, and I soon lost contact with
him. Is it important?"
"Very," Mycroft
sighed. "You know how cryptic Ian
can be."
"He's probably about to lose
limb and life," Andrew commented with exasperation. "I need to find out if I should go
rescue him."
"Accompany me back to
Mycroft harrumphed loudly. "I doubt we can live long enough for you
to rummage through your past biographies.
Your years without your chronicler are a hopeless collection of
litter."
I ignored the insults and turned to
my cousins. "You are welcome to
join the dig."
Andrew shook his head. "Not a good idea for my face to be seen
round
Sir Simon, a few years my junior,
also ignored his sibling's insult, but his grey/blue eyes twinkled at the humor. "Quite so," he quipped with mock
severity. "Mycroft said Watson is
out of town. Correct?"
"He is in
"Ah," Andrew smiled. "The haven of the
experimental medical refugees.
Their outré theories are accepted nowhere
else. So they
make exile in
"Never! He craves adventure more than
dowagers."
"It would serve you
right," Simon commented censoriously.
"You do not appreciate him enough."
"My appreciation for him is
complete."
Simon frowned, his accusing eyes
sharp. "You are just too concerned
with important matters to reveal it to your chronicler."
Irritated with the criticism, I gave
a quick glance to my brother, who impassively partook of more snuff. I knew better than to enquire how Mycroft
would know the latest news at
"Since when are the minions of
The other three exchanged
glances. From some subtle and imperceptible
form of silent communication, it was decided that Mycroft would be the spokesman.
"We simply felt this was a
family matter. No need for your
biographer to be involved."
Evasive, cryptic and a half-truth.
A trifle irritated, I studied the
glowing tip of my cigar as I twirled it between my fingers. "You knew Watson was away, thus the
invitation to lunch. You must also know,
then, that he does not return from his seminar until Tuesday."
Only Simon had the grace to look
chagrined. "For reasons we prefer
not to share at this time, we wanted this meeting kept secret. No reflection on the good doctor, but it
would have been unconscionably rude of us to invite you to lunch and snub
Watson."
Another partial truth. I stubbed out my cigar and came
to my feet. "I shall return to
"Wait, take Henry," Simon
called. "He'll be invaluable."
Like the subject of a conjurer’s
trick, the redoubtable Henry appeared literally from the woodwork of a hidden
panel on the far side of the room. It
had been years since I had seen the stalwart and exotic associate who had
served with my cousins for more than twenty years.
We shook hands, his greeting almost
effusive in its warmth. His foreign
upbringing lent him friendliness strange to reserved Englishmen. Short, stocky, his skin dark denoting his
foreign origins, he was a noticeable oddity in
For most of the cold, October
afternoon, Henry and I rummaged through trunks and boxes in the lumber-room
above Watson's bedroom. This was where I
kept my wardrobes of disguises, my old files I could not bear to throw away,
and various mementoes, which had been pushed out of
our rooms below. The quest was tedious
and time consuming as we sifted through the old leather-bound volumes. There was no heat, and my companion, a
descendent of the
The first time I met Henry was some
twenty-odd years before. He served as an
assistant to Simon, who worked with Mycroft.
When Simon retired from service abroad and inherited the Blakeney title,
Henry shifted his service to the family estate at
In the infrequent meetings with the
mysterious retainer, I knew little more than I did the first time we met one
Christmas in
Henry was somewhat older than my own
age, although his foreign heritage made an exact analysis difficult. He was the only child of a Polynesian mother
and an
The candles flickered unsteadily in
the draughty old room. Darkness was
closing outside. Digging up the unpleasant
past of my absent years, mucking through the dusty skeletons without the aid of
my biographer, was straining on my nerves.
I did not want to relive those empty years, and would just as soon be
done with this task. I suggested we stop
for tea.
Henry did not acknowledge my
comment. He was too engrossed with the
book he had found in the trunk. I leaned
over to peer at the pages. It was one of
Watson's old journals from his army days in
I watched Henry's emotive face as he
read my biographer's accounts of army life.
He was touched, saddened, and moved to tears by the soldier's
history. Slowly he closed the book and
wiped away moisture no stoic Britisher would shed, but which this mysterious
immigrant unashamedly released.
"Doctor Watson is a wonderful
man. Kind. A good physician. A gentleman."
I gave a slow nod. Odd comments from someone
who had never met my sterling friend.
"I agree completely. I never
realized your opinion of Watson was so generous."
"I -- uh -- of course, Simon thinks the world of him.
Watson is a powerful writer, as well," he sighed. "I have read all of his published
accounts. None of his adventures
compares to this," he said as he reverently closed the volume. "Perhaps I should not have read his
private notes."
"No harm done, I'm sure,"
I replied guardedly, still pondering the extreme reaction to the book. I piled several journals in my arms. "Let's go down for tea. Bring some of them with you. I'm sure Watson
wouldn't mind. You were in the war, too,
weren't you?"
"Yes."
Henry stacked the journals back in
the trunk, except for the one volume he had been reading. He hesitated for a moment, then tucked the
book under his arm and took the candles and several books.
Henry enthusiastically cleared the
plates of Mrs. Hudson's cakes. While he
was consuming the last of the food, I went up and returned from the lumber-room,
bringing back more old volumes. I told
him I felt the Sigerson accounts were somewhere in one of the tomes.
After tea, Henry roamed the sitting
room, absorbing the minutiae he had read about but never seen. With the eye of a true aficionado, he studied
every detail of our digs. He perused
Watson's bookshelf above the desk and on the window seat, apparently finding
the choice of material of interest. At last,
I had laid hands on the Sigerson scribbles.
I put my journals and loose papers on the table for Henry to take with
him back to the Diogenes Club.
"It is a shame Watson is not
here to give you a personal account. He
loves the adulation of his public."
The comment was a glib barb at my
friend's fame. I was surprised the words
had a dramatic effect on Henry.
He was aghast at the thought. "No, no, Watson and I should never
meet. I am an appreciator from
afar."
Odd phraseology, I thought. He and Watson should never meet. As with other elements of his history, I
docketed away the mysterious tidbit for future study.
I settled into my chair with one of
Watson's journals. Momentary guilt
tickled my conscience; the fleeting thought that I was intruding on his
privacy. I soon found, however, as Henry
did, the writing was compelling and I was lost in the past. Intent on our separate quests the darkness
thickened on the panes and the temperature dropped.
The engrossing account of Watson’s
final days in
From the journal, I learned my
friend's kind heart was an open window of emotion, and I wondered how he had
endured the horrors of battle, insensitivity of regulations and harsh
commanders. In the end, I found, only
his devotion to duty, country and honor, compelled him to remain in the pit of
anguish, while others deserted or died.
One journal entry in particular was
touching. Watson was
tormented by the death of a young subaltern whom he could not save. I remembered Watson's story of the young man
and his partner spy, and the subsequent sighting of the subaltern's ghost.
Watson was devastated -- one death
too many in an unendurable war. It
troubled him continually -- even until the day before the battle at
Maiwand. The last
entry in the journal.
I fingered the last written page,
which remained incomplete. His accounts
of his return to
Even in my private journal, I am
ashamed to say, I record that my biographer's accounts of my life are a source
of entertainment to me rather than appreciation of his talent. A flaw I recognize but have never corrected.
It is a maxim of mine that
insignificant pieces of trivia are stored in a lumber-room of the mind and then
forgotten. When such titles of
information are needed, meditation or some other
mental exercise will frequently retrieve the trivia. Watching Henry thumb through the old Beeton's
Christmas Annual from Watson's shelf was the crystallizing instant of realization.
Collecting and subconsciously
sorting the other little trifles I had observed and discarded over the last
twenty-odd years produced an amazing revelation. With uncanny certainty, I was stunned at the
theory. I also wondered why I had never
made the connection before.
"How does it feel to read, in
print, your significant role -- indeed the saving of the life -- of my
friend?"
Henry Murray gasped and dropped the
magazine as if he had been shot. His dark face drained of color.
"You, Henry Murray, are an
abominable actor. There is no point in
dissemination. You are the famous Murray
who saved Watson's life at Maiwand!"
The shock of the revelation was just sinking in as I spoke my suspicions
aloud. Warming to my discovery, I quoted:
" 'I should have fallen to the murderous
Ghazis had it not been for the devotion and courage of Murray, my orderly, who
threw me across a packhorse.'
You have purposely kept out of his way for over twenty years. Why? He would love to see you again and shake your
hand. Indeed, I feel I myself owe you a
great debt --"
"No, sir, you do not --"
"You saved Watson's life! Without your intervention, I would have never
met him. I am not a sentimental man,
Henry, but your role in our Fates is inestimable."
"Please -- no."
The good
"You were working with Simon at
Maiwand." It was a flat statement of
explanation. "Simon was the
lieutenant Watson saved, was he not?"
The whole picture suddenly came into clear view. I was shocked as the pieces cascaded into
place with breathtaking swiftness. My
mouth was dry. "How could I not see
it before? You were Simon's
batsman. Why masquerade as an orderly in
a field hospital? How came you to return
for Watson? You were a spy! How came you to be Watson’s orderly?”
“It is a long story.”
I waved him on. “Not too long for an explanation.”
"Correct," he quietly
admitted. "Simon recruited Paris,
the young subaltern who died in
"He never guessed you were
working for Simon?"
Henry shook his head. "I was at the camp. Sir Simon was out in the bush. When Watson returned, just before the battle,
he believed I was exiled along with him."
"Exiled -- you mean Watson was
ordered to the centre of the fighting because of his disagreement with Colonel Donal."
“Yes.”
“As in
“Yes.”
A statement I could only agree
with. I asked him to continue.
“Just before the attack at Maiwand,
Sir Simon was injured, badly injured, but he insisted on getting word back to
the British lines. I never knew the
details. He was about to tell me,
fearing his death, but Watson had me take him away before the battle."
My mind reeled; my fists knotted
from the tension, I came to stand in front of the fire. The intrigue seemed dirty and dishonorable at
this level. Sitting in the Diogenes
Club, it was all clinical, clean and distant.
Knowing my cousin and my closest friend had been the pawns on the front
lines of bureaucratic stupidity was enraging.
So easily they both could have been
killed. The possibilities of such a
voice in my life were unimaginable at this pint in time.
“You were an orderly, but you were
working with Simon and an intelligence gatherer? Watson was nearly killed!”
"Yes,” he admitted, near
tears. “The men in camp seemed to know
the worst was coming. Watson might have
guessed. Watson secretly evacuated
several wounded who could not defend themselves."
It was so typical of my friend. Risk his career and his life for the good of
those who could not help themselves. “Devoted to the end.
Thank you,” I quietly muttered.
“I am grateful you saved him, Henry.”
“You are most welcome. It was the least I could do after his great
service to the family.”
"In his chronicle of the
"No," I disagreed adamantly. I could tell it was a
frail fabrication. "You were his
orderly, but you were working with Simon as an intelligence gatherer as your
true duty!" Angrily, I leaped up
and paced the room. The wind had come up
and rain was lashing against the glass. "Why the subterfuge?
Why conceal yourself from him all this time?" A possible solution crept into my mind and
the bitterness of the possibility made me sneer with contempt. I stabbed a finger at my hapless victim. "You -- no -- Simon, and Mycroft, were
afraid a meeting would bring suspicion to your role in my family and the
significance in Watson's life! Why?"
"Sir Simon ordered me to return
for Watson. Simon felt he would probably
be killed."
"He almost was!"
"Yes. It was a near thing. Then after Maiwand
Sir Simon requested I work with him."
The wind had come up and rain was
lashing against the glass. "Why the subterfuge?
Why conceal yourself from Watson all this time?" I stabbed a finger at him. "You -- no -- Simon, and Mycroft, were
afraid a meeting would bring suspicion to your role in my family and the
significance in Watson's life!
Why?"
"Then Simon returned to
"Yes."
"That was when I first met
you."
"I recall it very clearly. You were very -- different -- in your
youth."
I ignored the irony in his
tone. As if I gazed into a crystal ball,
I could see the secret machinations as clearly as I could see the man in the
room. The deceit and duplicity were
staggering.
"I was erratic then," I
began slowly. "Dangerous? When I announced my intentions of a career in
detection, Mycroft plagued me with opposition." My thoughts and words came faster and faster
with more heat. "He mercilessly
lobbied for Andrew to share digs with me -- to keep an eye on me. I suppose he thought I would die of cocaine
poisoning, or a knife in the back. He
knew I was working at Barts. It was
probably a trifle for him -- for Simon -- to arrange me to meet
"No, it wasn't like that
--"
"A spy in my pocket!"
"No, he was never that. He never knew. When he met Sir Simon again, years later, he
never guessed it was the same lieutenant.
Sir Simon had changed. Watson's
memories of those last days were -- blurred."
"But you would have been more
familiar. He would have known you."
"Yes. So in those rare times when you and Watson
have come to
"How could you?" I
shouted. "How could Mycroft dare do
this?"
Anger quickly turned to
depression. I sank into the chair,
staring into the fire with unfocused sight.
I felt robbed, cheated, used. My
valued friendship was not some cosmic, wondrous, fated bond. It was not even a glorious kismet of
chance. It was an arranged union manipulated
by the powers, which manipulated governments and lives like men on a
chessboard.
"It wasn't Mycroft alone,"
came a quiet voice from the door.
I did not even look at my cousin.
"I wondered what was taking so
long with that Sigerson information. You
know, Sherlock, it is not as black as you paint it."
I snorted.
I heard Simon go to the sideboard
and help himself to some brandy. He
settled into the sofa with a sigh. "Ugly night out.
So charming to be in the midst of such warmth."
The sarcasm was not subtle. I shot him a glare. It did nothing to intimidate my formidable
opponent. Rather, I thought I detected a
twinkle of amusement in his blue/grey eyes.
"I never forgot Watson. When I recovered my health, I kept track of
those people who had been of service to me in
The droll wit fell on antagonistic
ears. "Why keep it such a
secret? How could you use us like
this?" I stared him down, forcing
the truth out of him.
Irritatingly, he found no culpability
in his crime, and was casually straightforward.
"Mycroft knew of my desire to assist Watson. Dear Doctor John would never accept
charity. He was not suited for our own
work at the Foreign Office, so I could hardly give him a job in the family business. On the other hand, Mycroft was very concerned
about you alone and adrift in
"Watson is a good, honorable
man. Knowing him is a benefit,"
This time I glared at
"True enough," was Simon's
maddeningly reasonable agreement.
"Sherlock, there was no subterfuge on our part except the initial
intervention of
"It has diminished my respect
for my relatives," I growled. It
was rare to be unarmed in a battle of wills and wits. The occurrence was more frequent than I liked
with my relatives. Antecedents were
telling factors. I stood at the mantle
and charged a pipe. "What other
secrets of my past should I know about?" was my question.
Simon grinned at the tone of
irony. "Ah,
suspicious, but forgiving. Such a
good relationship we have, cousin."
The sound of a door slamming drifted
up the stairs. I dashed to the
window. A cab was pulling away from the
curb. I turned back, the realization
already registered by my companions. It was one of the few times I had ever seen my composed cousin near
to panic.
"Watson back early! Good God, what do we do?"
Although the situation was dire, I
could still appreciate the discomfort of Murray and Simon.
"Just desserts," I
supplied.
Simon gave a slight nod. "This game is on your turf,
Sherlock. We will follow your lead,
whatever you wish to reveal to your friend.
The complete truth or, the continuation of our bagatelle."
The door opened. Watson hardly glanced in. "Holmes, it is a frightful night,"
he explained as he hung his coat and hat in the hall. "I decided not to cross the channel." He came in and stopped. "Oh, excuse me, you have company."
"Join us, Watson. You remember my cousin --"
"Watson, good to see you again. Come in, warm yourself by the
fire." Simon stood and they shook
hands. "I'll get you a stiff drink. This is an old friend of mine. Henry Kaiulani Murray.
Murray and Watson shook hands. The room was silent and still. Three of us hardly breathed.
"
"I'm not sure," was the
circumspect reply. He glanced to me,
then Simon.
Simon glanced at me.
"Perhaps your paths have
crossed. Murray has traveled the
world," I explained.
Simon gave drinks to the men by the
fire. I joined him at the sidebar for my
own stiff glass of resolve.
Watson snapped his fingers. "
"Indeed I did."
Watson critically studied the
foreign face. Comprehension
slowly merging to delight. "
"How extraordinary! How could I not recognize you
instantly?"
"It was so long ago. We have tried to forget much of it, no
doubt."
"But not the best." A shadow crossed his face. I wondered if he was remembering the young
subaltern; the battles, the deaths. Then his face cleared and beamed with
pleasure. "Dear
"Please, doctor, no --"
"John, you must call me John,
now, you are no longer my orderly. I
must thank you properly. Your quick
thinking spared my life, man."
"It was my duty. You are very good to me, sir -- John."
My anger, my sense of betrayal dissolved
as smoke in the wind as I watched the reunion.
Could it be such a terrible thing some events in our lives had been manipulated?
Thanks to Simon's intervention, Watson was spared. How different -- empty -- my life would have
been without my friend. I was grateful
for the outcome.
Watson stared at Simon with the
sudden vision of a seer. "You --
you were there in
Simon was thoughtfully silent before
his face struck the perfect pitch of amazed surprise. "Great Heavens, you were the doctor who
saved my life! I can't believe it!"
"I can't understand how I never
recognized you before!"
"We have not met on too many
occasions," was Blakeney's feeble attempt at explanation. "If
"Unbelievable," Watson
muttered.
A part of me was sinfully guilty at
the deception, but partially relieved that a portion of the secret was no longer concealed.
It was worth the risk of exposure to witness this marvelous reunion.
"You must stay for dinner, both
of you. We have so much to catch up with. Holmes?"
Murray and Simon both looked to me.
"Excellent idea, Watson. Would you please tell Mrs.
Hudson we are making extra work for her tonight?"
"With pleasure."
As soon as Watson was out of the room,
I rushed to conceal his journals under some papers under my desk. I gave the Sigerson volumes to Simon, wrapped
in some brown paper left on the chemical table.
Simon ran them down to his carriage and had them sent over to the
Diogenes Club, then dashed back up to the sitting
room. By the time Watson returned, I was seated in my chair by the fire, Simon and Murray on the
sofa sipping drinks.
A night I expected to be fraught
with tension was a delightful evening of companionable conversation and
entertaining anecdotes. It was late and
still stormy when my cousin and Murray left.
We watched from the window as their carriage pulled away.
"Fate is a strange thing,"
Watson quietly observed.
"Indeed."
"It brings extraordinary people
into our lives."
"So true."
"It makes me believe in a
Divine hand in our destinies. Something more than mere chance."
"My thoughts entirely,"
was my dry agreement.
"You never have believed in
coincidence, Holmes. After this, I don't
think I do either."
Had he divined the truth? "What do you mean?"
"Without
I crossed to the table and brought
back our glasses. Without my friend's
courage to fulfill his duty, his compassion, my cousin's life would have been
forfeit. In turn, Watson would have been killed as well. There was a great cycle to in this; the subaltern, Simon, Maiwand, Watson, Murray, and
finally, Sherlock Holmes.
"Then I offer a toast, to
"Here, here."
"Without him, my life would be
a poorer one."
I gave the words wholeheartedly, sincerely. In retrospective, there was a kind of comfort
in knowing we were connected; integrated like pieces
of a giant puzzle. If
not by the hand of God, then by the hand of Mycroft. Who was I to say there was not some larger
(no pun intended, dear brother) intent in the scheme of things which brought
together such diverse personalities as Murray and Simon, Watson and
myself? It seemed more than lucky chance
that held together such diverse, yet such perfectly matched friends as Watson
and me.
For the second time that day, I
thanked a Divine Power for
SH
Christmastime 1899
In reviewing my old journals, I have come across the disturbing
remembrance of poor Malveen and the horrid conditions
of the battlefield in
Being Christmastime -- thoughts turn sentimentally to the
past. And since our recent encounter
with the 'Sussex Vampire'
-- and my unexpected and delightful reunion with the faithful
Life often sends curious twists and turns into our lives. I went down to
I mentally debated my course of actions. Should I go to the elderly aunt and talk
about her late nephew? What would be the
point? She would not want to know how he died or the details of neglect in field hospitals. Why bring up unpleasant memories for no
purpose other than to salve my own conscience?
Would she wish to hear of her nephew's ghost appearing to me in
On the return train, I was accompanied by
convoluted thoughts about coincidence and Fate dancing in my mind. Never in my wildest dreams could I have
thought life was such a circle. The Malveen family was in the service of the Blakeney's for years.
Malveen served with Simon Blakeney,
the current Baronet. Murray, my former
orderly served with Simon Blakeney! The Blakeney's are
the second cousins to Mycroft and Sherlock Holmes! A curiously small world we live in.
All the way to
I was shown in to the visitor's room and
Sir Simon Blakeney, the very man I was seeking, met
moments later. Again, I was struck by the startling similarity to his
relatives. The narrow face and sharp,
aquiline nose seem dominate family features of the two branches of
relations. Holmes' father and the Blakeney's mother were first cousins. There was little contact between the branches
when Holmes and Mycroft were young because of some quarrel with the senior
Holmes. That rift was
bridged after his death, and Holmes and Mycroft occasionally see their
cousins, mostly in the clubs of
Simon met me with his usual warm, exuberant civility. The most pleasant and genial of his clan, he shook my hand and said he had taken the liberty of ordering drinks. He asked me to stay for lunch, obviously antici